Ack!

PEOPLE! Since we all know that the school year is winding down...
I'm gonna be less depressed and celebrate new beginnings...i guess
so anyways
summer is good because:

• sunshine
• more free time (for normal people but not us)
• less homework (this is halfway true)
• Its a vacation (duh)

Summer is bad cuz:

• less time with friends
• more time by yourself at home
• headaches from being on the computer too much
• more time so more practice on instruments
• extra classes cause we just Have to be over-achievers
• more homework from those classes
• you can't go anywhere anyways since you can't drive, you can't walk anywhere and your parents are still working (thats true for me at least)

aaaaaand thats about it

ACK! theres like ...15? 14? days of school left!

I DON'T WANT TO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

but im kinda being hypocritical (i'm not sure if thats the right word) since I don't really like my school

I just like the people ^^

But I'll be posting more over the summer... I think

The end of school

OMG
How many days of school are left?
Answer: not enough
I'm gonna miss everyone
Who's gonna cry on graduation?
I am!
We'll still see everyone around though
probably
just the thought makes me sad

Otter's Hegemony

Randomized thinking
Favorites--
Color:	green
Food:	CHOCOLATE!
Actor:	idk...i dont really care
Movie:	i don't have one
TV show:	ANTM lol
Board game:	LIFE
Band:	DBSK! ^^
Day of the week:	Saturday
season:	winter! its cold and snowey!
Holiday:	CHRISTMAS!
Choose One-
Batman or superman:	batman
chicken or turkey:	chicken
Christmas or Birthday:	Christmas...everyone forgets my b-day
Finish the sentence-
Blonde people are:	generally...so...blonde
Hanibal Lectar:	What? thats a person? place? thing?
My shirt:	is normal...what about it?
Paractically perfect:	....what am i supposed to say about that...is "paractically" really "practically"?
Hello:	WORLD!
spoon full of:	ice cream...its better than plain sugar
I'm gonna hit you with my:	viola bow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I see:	my computer screen duh -.-
Whoa:	what is that?!?!?!?!?!?!
Do you smell:	the chocolate?
Lets run through:	....umm...the nonstop rain
Shut:	the door, its cold
I want:	all my friends to go to the same school
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yay

Its breaaaaaak -sings-
yay
happy
^^
also
the person I accompanied
he won!
yay him!
yay me!
sooooo he gets a scholorship to a vioila summer camp
and i get more "oppurtonities" according to my parents
accompanying isnt so bad
Ive been staying home so far
havnt gone anywhere super exciting
im now watching dramas
TAIWANESE dramas
on the internet!
yay!
im completely over my cold
I saw like a bazillion people I know at this violin concert thing
it was super awesome!
my mom wants me to be more social
so she encourages imming and going places with my friends
yay
I'm done with my hw and worked ahead on Watership down
I feel happy now
is all good
cept school starts on monday
>=[
how infuriating!
but
overall
am happy

Sigh

x.x
I caught a cold
it is not fun
but im a lot better now
^^
sigh
I just got a call from andrew P. yesterday
Im accompanying him on a piece
I thought there were no more performances
buuuuuuut noooooooooooooo
apparently,
there is a competition at hammond ashley's next sunday
and guess what?
I haf to accompany him
but
I havnt practiced the piece for like a month
so now
I haf to practice a lot
today
when I was practicing
my dad was like standing and watching me play piano
then he told me to practice more
this always happens
=[
oh well
I hope this is the last performance
Since I play piano
might as well accompany some people
im accompanying chris for solo and ensemble
and maybe Alex for a recital
x.x
and my sister
-sighs-
Im done ranting now
colds suck
-sneezes-

Performance

YAY! I win
I did fine for the performance
my parents made me practice a lot tho
I win!
yay
but i still haf to accompany him for the competition thing

Failure

as most ppl know, im being an accompanist for a friend
as a favor
cus my mom made me
now
my dad says im gonna fail at this
he says:
i dont practice nearly enough
and
i will fail in front of everyone
i will let down everyone
they will laugh at me
a ton of people will be there
they know how to play piano
they will laugh at my playing
that
i suck at playing
and
i will be scolded
that everyone is better than me
that i cant play piano right
i will be a dissapointment

now
he has me feeling pretty down
i really will fail at this
i cant do it
it makes me sad
if i cant
what will happen?

i feel sad
he made me cry