Summer stretch!

Its not bad
kinda like school
It's not harder than school
But the analyzing is harder than in school
Apparently, the main theme thing for the course is "community"
specifically, America's national community
All that thinking makes my brain hurt x.x
we do free writes and stuff but most of the time is spent on discussions
We don't have toooooooo much homework
but we have enough that i lose a large chunk of the time i usually spend on the computer
T.T
We have an essay every week (short essay=1-2 pages double spaced)
and a long essay (4-5 pages double spaced) for our final
I know this isnt particularly exciting
but this is the only thing currently in my life that is worth posting about
I'm using random colors
^^
yay
While i am typing this, i should be doing homework
but its JUST a paragraph
so its not too hard
I think my brain is dying
I already feel less smart
not that i was overly smart before
The math I learned last year is pouring out of my brain
but nonetheless, I am content
so here is a list of bands that I like
wow i really got on a tangent
Bands:
Yellowcard
Boys like Girls
Se7en
DBSK
Fahrenheit (kinda)
Linkin Park

wow
thats not a lot
feel free to suggest bands + songs people!

Some songs i like

I didn't know what else to post about ^^
Songs:
The scientist-Coldplay (I know it has a funny name)

Boston-Augustana

Tattoo-Se7en

Thunder-Boys like Girls (I've been listening to this band a lot recently)
The Great Escape-Boys like Girls
Five minutes to midnight-Boys like Girls

In between-Linkin Park
leave out all the rest-Linkin park
My December-linkin park
Hands held High-Linkin Park (Ignore the bad language used in this song)
Even though Linkin Park is kinda depressing, I still like the songs.

Hey juliet-LMNT

Crayons could melt on us for all I care-Reliant K
Lol I love this song
It serves no purpose but to annoy people and to take up space

Yesterday-Epik High
Love love love-Epik High
These songs are Korean and I can't understand a word of them but they are still cool

Seasons of Love-the cast of RENT
This song is just soooooooooooooo cute!
I like the melody...the melody is very cute

Just when I needed you most-Randy Vanwarmer
ROFL he has a funny last name! VAN-WARMER! ^^
This song is pretty old , IDK how old...-checks on wikipedia-
oooooooooooh it is from 1979 so it is...around 29 years old!
The guy who wrote it died in 2004.....-moment of silence-
but this song is still pretty coooooooolio

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAnd
Those are all the songs I can think of right now
I don't have any chinese songs that I particularly like so that concludes my post for today!

Homework

I feel so...empty without homework to procrastinate on doing
wow
it feels...weird
since its summer
I'm taking more time to practice viola
so I'm working hard
-nods-
kind of
im on the compy a lot now
it is strange not to have something to do
not to have something you should be doing
24 hour relay tomorrow!
after that
I think i will start to feel more melancholy
and miss my friends
but
my parents (at least my mom) are HAPPY to ferry me around so i can be more social
lol
and they want me to invite friends over...i think
so maybe I will
later in the summer
yay

Graduating

I will miss all of you!
I am so excited for summer but sad at the same time.
I actually don't like my actual school very much but the people there make it special to me. =]
Argh
I still feel in shock, like I haven't really realized that I am graduating!
It is still sinking in.
It feels like the school year is just building up to a climax but the resolution doesn't begin with graduation.
It begins with the 24 hour relay.
Now I'm still feeling rather nonchalant about the end of school.
Sure i'm sad, but I still feel like, Oh, i will just see them in a couple days, like it is the weekend.
But!
I won't
We all plan to see each other often but who knows if we will follow through?
With that thought, I want to say goodbye to all the people I will no longer see everyday.
Also
I want to thank them
for making these 3 years happy for me
and for brightening up the school
On a brighter note
maybe we will be special
and carry out the plans we've been talking about
and maybe...most likely...we will stay in touch
This is to all of my blogging friends: Keep in touch and I will miss you if you aren't going to interlake
Sevvies,
GO TO INTERLAKE

Luff you all!

Ack x2

DOUBLE ACK!
The day after the day after the day after the day after the day after the day after the day after the day after tomorrow is the lasy day of school!
OMG
x.x
american lit at uw
waaaa

Ack!

PEOPLE! Since we all know that the school year is winding down...
I'm gonna be less depressed and celebrate new beginnings...i guess
so anyways
summer is good because:

• sunshine
• more free time (for normal people but not us)
• less homework (this is halfway true)
• Its a vacation (duh)

Summer is bad cuz:

• less time with friends
• more time by yourself at home
• headaches from being on the computer too much
• more time so more practice on instruments
• extra classes cause we just Have to be over-achievers
• more homework from those classes
• you can't go anywhere anyways since you can't drive, you can't walk anywhere and your parents are still working (thats true for me at least)

aaaaaand thats about it

ACK! theres like ...15? 14? days of school left!

I DON'T WANT TO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

but im kinda being hypocritical (i'm not sure if thats the right word) since I don't really like my school

I just like the people ^^

But I'll be posting more over the summer... I think

The end of school

OMG
How many days of school are left?
Answer: not enough
I'm gonna miss everyone
Who's gonna cry on graduation?
I am!
We'll still see everyone around though
probably
just the thought makes me sad

Otter's Hegemony

Randomized thinking
Favorites--
Color:	green
Food:	CHOCOLATE!
Actor:	idk...i dont really care
Movie:	i don't have one
TV show:	ANTM lol
Board game:	LIFE
Band:	DBSK! ^^
Day of the week:	Saturday
season:	winter! its cold and snowey!
Holiday:	CHRISTMAS!
Choose One-
Batman or superman:	batman
chicken or turkey:	chicken
Christmas or Birthday:	Christmas...everyone forgets my b-day
Finish the sentence-
Blonde people are:	generally...so...blonde
Hanibal Lectar:	What? thats a person? place? thing?
My shirt:	is normal...what about it?
Paractically perfect:	....what am i supposed to say about that...is "paractically" really "practically"?
Hello:	WORLD!
spoon full of:	ice cream...its better than plain sugar
I'm gonna hit you with my:	viola bow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I see:	my computer screen duh -.-
Whoa:	what is that?!?!?!?!?!?!
Do you smell:	the chocolate?
Lets run through:	....umm...the nonstop rain
Shut:	the door, its cold
I want:	all my friends to go to the same school
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yay

Its breaaaaaak -sings-
yay
happy
^^
also
the person I accompanied
he won!
yay him!
yay me!
sooooo he gets a scholorship to a vioila summer camp
and i get more "oppurtonities" according to my parents
accompanying isnt so bad
Ive been staying home so far
havnt gone anywhere super exciting
im now watching dramas
TAIWANESE dramas
on the internet!
yay!
im completely over my cold
I saw like a bazillion people I know at this violin concert thing
it was super awesome!
my mom wants me to be more social
so she encourages imming and going places with my friends
yay
I'm done with my hw and worked ahead on Watership down
I feel happy now
is all good
cept school starts on monday
>=[
how infuriating!
but
overall
am happy

Sigh

x.x
I caught a cold
it is not fun
but im a lot better now
^^
sigh
I just got a call from andrew P. yesterday
Im accompanying him on a piece
I thought there were no more performances
buuuuuuut noooooooooooooo
apparently,
there is a competition at hammond ashley's next sunday
and guess what?
I haf to accompany him
but
I havnt practiced the piece for like a month
so now
I haf to practice a lot
today
when I was practicing
my dad was like standing and watching me play piano
then he told me to practice more
this always happens
=[
oh well
I hope this is the last performance
Since I play piano
might as well accompany some people
im accompanying chris for solo and ensemble
and maybe Alex for a recital
x.x
and my sister
-sighs-
Im done ranting now
colds suck
-sneezes-

Performance

YAY! I win
I did fine for the performance
my parents made me practice a lot tho
I win!
yay
but i still haf to accompany him for the competition thing

Failure

as most ppl know, im being an accompanist for a friend
as a favor
cus my mom made me
now
my dad says im gonna fail at this
he says:
i dont practice nearly enough
and
i will fail in front of everyone
i will let down everyone
they will laugh at me
a ton of people will be there
they know how to play piano
they will laugh at my playing
that
i suck at playing
and
i will be scolded
that everyone is better than me
that i cant play piano right
i will be a dissapointment

now
he has me feeling pretty down
i really will fail at this
i cant do it
it makes me sad
if i cant
what will happen?

i feel sad
he made me cry

Skinniness

how skinny is skinny?
Is it an extablished ideal, or something to be scared of?
Some people envy others who are "skinny" but some rapidly eat to gain weight
Why?
What if people are fine the way they are but some way they are too "skinny"?
My mom regales me with stories of bone density and people who break bones when they fall
she says Im too skinny
and my complexion is too yellow
buuuuut what if that is my skin tone cuz im AZN?
-.-
she just talked about that at dinner
I stop eating when I am full
or when i am NOT HUNGRY
i told her but she is like "your mind thinks you are not hungry but you are"
look at how little you eat!
etc
-sigh-
I know some people suffer from the opposite problem
but
I KNOW I AM FINE
I AM PERFECTLY FINE THE WAY I AM
I EAT ENOUGH
x.x
am I too skinny?
most people say i am normal
My mom says "you are all bones!"
i say, its a teenage metabolism
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