OMG
How many days of school are left?
Answer: not enough
I'm gonna miss everyone
Who's gonna cry on graduation?
I am!
We'll still see everyone around though
probably
just the thought makes me sad
5/24/2008
Otter's Hegemony
| Randomized thinking | |
| Favorites-- | |
| Color: | green |
| Food: | CHOCOLATE! |
| Actor: | idk...i dont really care |
| Movie: | i don't have one |
| TV show: | ANTM lol |
| Board game: | LIFE |
| Band: | DBSK! ^^ |
| Day of the week: | Saturday |
| season: | winter! its cold and snowey! |
| Holiday: | CHRISTMAS! |
| Choose One- | |
| Batman or superman: | batman |
| chicken or turkey: | chicken |
| Christmas or Birthday: | Christmas...everyone forgets my b-day |
| Finish the sentence- | |
| Blonde people are: | generally...so...blonde |
| Hanibal Lectar: | What? thats a person? place? thing? |
| My shirt: | is normal...what about it? |
| Paractically perfect: | ....what am i supposed to say about that...is "paractically" really "practically"? |
| Hello: | WORLD! |
| spoon full of: | ice cream...its better than plain sugar |
| I'm gonna hit you with my: | viola bow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
| I see: | my computer screen duh -.- |
| Whoa: | what is that?!?!?!?!?!?! |
| Do you smell: | the chocolate? |
| Lets run through: | ....umm...the nonstop rain |
| Shut: | the door, its cold |
| I want: | all my friends to go to the same school |
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4/10/2008
yay
Its breaaaaaak -sings-
yay
happy
^^
also
the person I accompanied
he won!
yay him!
yay me!
sooooo he gets a scholorship to a vioila summer camp
and i get more "oppurtonities" according to my parents
accompanying isnt so bad
Ive been staying home so far
havnt gone anywhere super exciting
im now watching dramas
TAIWANESE dramas
on the internet!
yay!
im completely over my cold
I saw like a bazillion people I know at this violin concert thing
it was super awesome!
my mom wants me to be more social
so she encourages imming and going places with my friends
yay
I'm done with my hw and worked ahead on Watership down
I feel happy now
is all good
cept school starts on monday
>=[
how infuriating!
but
overall
am happy
yay
happy
^^
also
the person I accompanied
he won!
yay him!
yay me!
sooooo he gets a scholorship to a vioila summer camp
and i get more "oppurtonities" according to my parents
accompanying isnt so bad
Ive been staying home so far
havnt gone anywhere super exciting
im now watching dramas
TAIWANESE dramas
on the internet!
yay!
im completely over my cold
I saw like a bazillion people I know at this violin concert thing
it was super awesome!
my mom wants me to be more social
so she encourages imming and going places with my friends
yay
I'm done with my hw and worked ahead on Watership down
I feel happy now
is all good
cept school starts on monday
>=[
how infuriating!
but
overall
am happy
3/29/2008
Sigh
x.x
I caught a cold
it is not fun
but im a lot better now
^^
sigh
I just got a call from andrew P. yesterday
Im accompanying him on a piece
I thought there were no more performances
buuuuuuut noooooooooooooo
apparently,
there is a competition at hammond ashley's next sunday
and guess what?
I haf to accompany him
but
I havnt practiced the piece for like a month
so now
I haf to practice a lot
today
when I was practicing
my dad was like standing and watching me play piano
then he told me to practice more
this always happens
=[
oh well
I hope this is the last performance
Since I play piano
might as well accompany some people
im accompanying chris for solo and ensemble
and maybe Alex for a recital
x.x
and my sister
-sighs-
Im done ranting now
colds suck
-sneezes-
I caught a cold
it is not fun
but im a lot better now
^^
sigh
I just got a call from andrew P. yesterday
Im accompanying him on a piece
I thought there were no more performances
buuuuuuut noooooooooooooo
apparently,
there is a competition at hammond ashley's next sunday
and guess what?
I haf to accompany him
but
I havnt practiced the piece for like a month
so now
I haf to practice a lot
today
when I was practicing
my dad was like standing and watching me play piano
then he told me to practice more
this always happens
=[
oh well
I hope this is the last performance
Since I play piano
might as well accompany some people
im accompanying chris for solo and ensemble
and maybe Alex for a recital
x.x
and my sister
-sighs-
Im done ranting now
colds suck
-sneezes-
2/02/2008
Performance
YAY! I win
I did fine for the performance
my parents made me practice a lot tho
I win!
yay
but i still haf to accompany him for the competition thing
I did fine for the performance
my parents made me practice a lot tho
I win!
yay
but i still haf to accompany him for the competition thing
1/12/2008
Failure
as most ppl know, im being an accompanist for a friend
as a favor
cus my mom made me
now
my dad says im gonna fail at this
he says:
i dont practice nearly enough
and
i will fail in front of everyone
i will let down everyone
they will laugh at me
a ton of people will be there
they know how to play piano
they will laugh at my playing
that
i suck at playing
and
i will be scolded
that everyone is better than me
that i cant play piano right
i will be a dissapointment
now
he has me feeling pretty down
i really will fail at this
i cant do it
it makes me sad
if i cant
what will happen?
i feel sad
he made me cry
as a favor
cus my mom made me
now
my dad says im gonna fail at this
he says:
i dont practice nearly enough
and
i will fail in front of everyone
i will let down everyone
they will laugh at me
a ton of people will be there
they know how to play piano
they will laugh at my playing
that
i suck at playing
and
i will be scolded
that everyone is better than me
that i cant play piano right
i will be a dissapointment
now
he has me feeling pretty down
i really will fail at this
i cant do it
it makes me sad
if i cant
what will happen?
i feel sad
he made me cry
1/06/2008
Skinniness
how skinny is skinny?
Is it an extablished ideal, or something to be scared of?
Some people envy others who are "skinny" but some rapidly eat to gain weight
Why?
What if people are fine the way they are but some way they are too "skinny"?
My mom regales me with stories of bone density and people who break bones when they fall
she says Im too skinny
and my complexion is too yellow
buuuuut what if that is my skin tone cuz im AZN?
-.-
she just talked about that at dinner
I stop eating when I am full
or when i am NOT HUNGRY
i told her but she is like "your mind thinks you are not hungry but you are"
look at how little you eat!
etc
-sigh-
I know some people suffer from the opposite problem
but
I KNOW I AM FINE
I AM PERFECTLY FINE THE WAY I AM
I EAT ENOUGH
x.x
am I too skinny?
most people say i am normal
My mom says "you are all bones!"
i say, its a teenage metabolism
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Is it an extablished ideal, or something to be scared of?
Some people envy others who are "skinny" but some rapidly eat to gain weight
Why?
What if people are fine the way they are but some way they are too "skinny"?
My mom regales me with stories of bone density and people who break bones when they fall
she says Im too skinny
and my complexion is too yellow
buuuuut what if that is my skin tone cuz im AZN?
-.-
she just talked about that at dinner
I stop eating when I am full
or when i am NOT HUNGRY
i told her but she is like "your mind thinks you are not hungry but you are"
look at how little you eat!
etc
-sigh-
I know some people suffer from the opposite problem
but
I KNOW I AM FINE
I AM PERFECTLY FINE THE WAY I AM
I EAT ENOUGH
x.x
am I too skinny?
most people say i am normal
My mom says "you are all bones!"
i say, its a teenage metabolism
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